Saturday, May 23, 2009

So sorry for the hiatus...

I've been so busy it's crazy. I thought I was suppose to enjoy my time between classes but apparently not. I'm still not sure where I want my wedding to be. I have two places I like, but it's not like when you find a dress or something and say oh that's the one and just know it. In the end I think it'll be a lot of DIY stuff to make it how I want it to look or feel. Anyone want to volunteer to make lots of tissue paper decorations lol?

Lauren had her 3rd dance recital. I forgot my camera in the other car. Mom's camera wouldn't work (that happens when you drop it!) and my cell phone pics were crappy so I'll post a pic from her professional ones when they are back. The outfits were flipping adorable! Black and hot pink whick I love together! She tapped to Zippidy Doo Da! and was the tallest in the back row of her class just like her old sister ha!

I've been considering for awhile applying for overnight jobs at the hospital just to either get more hours or get more money. Plus I've been told you can do homework at most of them. I use to be more of a night owl than I've become (could be 7:30 work helping that) and I'm still struggling to want to get out of bed that early. I don't know. I guess that leads me to my next and final point since I'm starting to ramble....

Does anyone else ever feel like something is missing? I don't neccessarily feel unhappy because I like where I'm heading. I've been doing the jazzercise and weight watchers for the weight. I've cut and highlighted my hair recently. I've bought a few summer outfits that are a lil more dressy in an attempt to dress up a bit more. I just feel like something isn't there that I need to be but I can't figure out what it is that I'm searching for or what I think I need to feel. But in all seriousness it's not that I'm unhappy so I can't figure out what my deal is. Am I just a weirdo?

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